An apology u deserve...

This comes for the girl i love.. An apology you deserve.. For the pain i deserve..

my love is pure

and so are my feelings..

i am sorry 

and i will never do

because i love you

i will never hurt you.

i asked for a smile

and I met you.

i asked for love

and I got you.

I know its a mistake

but my love is strong,

and it cant be more true.

your smile is my way,

your love is my life,

my heart rests with you

and that is what i like.

it for you to chose,

between a thousand smiles 

or a few words,

i mean those smiles 

but never those words.

i can't say sorry

for you deserve more.

i can't say 'i love you'

for you know its true.

i have never loved more,

i have never surrendered more,

my love for you is a prayer

and i can't worship it more.

words is all i have

to tell you what i feel

time is what i am short of

to tell you how much u mean

i know i deserve the pain

i know i deserve the anger

but your silence kills me more

and the distance is a murderer.

life is too short

for me to feel the pain

even if it takes my blood

i will shed it without vain.

you deserve the love,

you deserve the care,

i am sorry for causing

every single minute of pain.

i want the world to know

the tale of my love

i want the world to know

the story of its vain.

i will still be standing

next to you when u want

i will still be breathing

for you when you ask.

your smile is the elixir

i will be living for

your love is the breathe

i will be breathing for.

P.S.:- "I love you... I am sorry"